Nothing can fill the void
Tue. Dec. 2nd @ 11:04pm 2008 · Why? · 1 comment
You know how you never notice you have something until it’s gone? If you think about it… you always notice something until you don’t have it. We’re naturally ungrateful people. We always want what’s missing. And we need what’s not missing.
And then there’s another topic, where you feel kind of… empty over something. It’s always been in your life. Not that you want it there, and not that you don’t, but when it’s gone, you have like, this… empty feeling. And until the thing comes back, nothing can fill the void.
No, I don’t miss Samuel, thank you very much.
For the record…
Wed. Nov. 26th @ 10:07pm 2008 · Hatred
For the record, if I seem like I’m trying to sound smart, I’m not. I never “try” to be smart. I’m not that smart. I’m not that dumb either.
Same goes with being funny.
Also, I hate the word “boyfriend”. Look… if I never had a boy liking me back, that wouldn’t stop me from writing his name over on pieces of paper, or knowing weird things he never told me. I’m used to a boy not liking me back. I’m used to them running and screaming as soon as they hear my name. :P
Ilueas
Wed. Nov. 26th @ 5:21pm 2008 · Random · 9 comments
What is ilueas?
To get one thing out of the way, I made up the word. xD
It’s just a regular made-up word, with not two, but THREE vowels in a row. It’s everything I think is relevant to my life. It’s pronounced “ee-loo-ee-us”, or even “i-loo-ee-us”. Either pronounciation is fine. (For the record, that’s what I say it’s pronounced.) I made it up quite some time ago, only to one day (today) to remember it. It stands for something, which I prefer not to say. But if the “u” stands for “you”, then it can be like this:
I
Love
U (”you”)
Enrico
And
Samuel
Which is PURE coincidence…
Really.
It’s just a coincidence.
*nervous laugh*
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